i was happy yesterday...and towards the end of yesterday...i became even more sad than before...i got my reasons...but very sad...:( im recovering phhysically but not mentally...kept thinking about her and what will happen to me...well..today is boring. seriously. my little brother is sick and have a very high fever..pity him...all i did at home was sleep and eat. hahaha! and now my head full of sorrows again...im off...bye!

hey..i stayed home for 3 days straight!!! omg! why? because im sick! eh really u noe. very weak. well im not having high fever currently. only the first and second day i got high fever. btw have u watched disturbia? its about this guy being house arrested for punching his teacher's face. his punishment given by the judge is, he has to stay at home for 3 months. omg! same like this! but my situation is worse. i sick! eh but tell u something. these 3 days rite, i sleep and sleep! hahahaha! heaven! andandand ive not been eating much and cannot think straight..i dunno y la! hahaha! nth much to say today..well im at home the whole day..hahaha! i think thats all for now..hehehe! wish me luck for my recovery! byyyee!

hey2! kk juz now i go doctor..he say not h1n1. but its bullshit. i got ALL the symptoms..how eh? im realyl scared and feeling very weak u noe..haiya..juz hope to get better and live my life. hahaha. mummy brought me there..den its wierd la..but im not ready to be hospitalized..:/ k la tts all i wanna say..im very2 weak and tired..pray for me ya! :D

hii! u all know wad? to think of it, i really pity myself. serious. like soo...erm...pityful. hahaha! u all know what happened right...den now im really2 sick. as in seriously sick. alot of things happened leh since the bad incident! :( nevermind lor...i have to accept it:( kk btw yesterday i was okay. den today i slept at 6am. woke up at 12.30 pm. den vacuum the house and dressed up to go out. i was supposed to go watch Transformers woth my frens. so we went to buy the tickets. and u noe wad? the people there like never watch movie before! hahahaha! alot seh! too many! ee! den we wanted to watch the 5 oclock show. but i tell u. cannot make it. tickets were selling fast and we are way behind the line. shit. and i felt unwell. k tell u all something. wad are the symptoms of swine flu? cough, fever, runny nose, aching body and sorethroat. guess wad? i got them. all! as in all! i go home after queuing for nothing. i got home, my head was killing me. mum was worried sick and i bathed and straight went to bed. slept and had wierd dreams...well...juz now my temp was 38.5. now 37.0. soo its better la..but my cough and my aching body still there..maybe later i do doc ^^ so u all pray for me la eh! hehhee! im bored! k byeee! :)

hey! omg! i juz came back from watching Trasformers with my fam! IT IS SOOOO GOOD! ahahha! i enjoyed it like crazy! really2 wonderful. i didnt expect it to be tt good la. hahaha! im gonna watch it agn tml! with my frens! wooohooo! hahaha! btw..there is a few parts which made me cry..the show shows some parts which made me cry during the show..remembering of something..its okay2! hehehe! btw about today..erm..ah! juz now me, afiq, fez and rafiq went cycling! hahaha! we all cycled all the way to sembawang park! hehehee! omg! tired like crazy! when we reached there we sat at the seats on the beach. hehehee! wow! den after tt we went to the coffee shop near the park and drank . hehehe! den we headed back home half-dead. hahahaha! its nice. we shud do this agn guys! with more ppl! hehehe! k la..im bored and fed up over the game typing maniac! hahaha! kk wanna cont wad im doing ^^ k byeee!

heyheyhey! its my one week holiday! hahaha! coz in sch got h1n1! furthermore the person who got infected is juz above my class:S den after that the school decided to give one week holiday. :) okay la...quite fun coz no need to wake up early...i wish someone can heal my heart asap...i cant possibly go on this way...i really sad ar...i noe its irritating ar...every post about my condition...but this is my blog...bear with it is u wanna read...sorry to everyone if i made any mistake to u...really...today i feel so down...my heart is not strong as before...damn it...

k im feeling so very insecure and disturbed. i found out this info from a source which i do not want to mention here. well, she was attached for almost a month now and she started the rshp a few days after we broke up. what does this mean? up to u all to imagine la k:) im just surprised and shocked. as in very shocked. so now i guess shes happily ever after with him? yea...well im happy for her because she found someone better than me. well...im still shocked by the news and i dunno wad to do now. serious. blank. :S just wish me luck for my life k? thanks! now stressing out with programming:( later ill update agn. bye.

My heart is hurting so much lately. Why? Really you know...wah...wahhh! pain! My life now is indeed very boring and filled with sadness. I just cannot immagine myself being in this state. Its like losing something very precious to someone else. Like my lamborghinni, being taken by a stranger. :S . But the thing is, she did not leave me for another guy. After we broke up, she came closer to her bestie and their feelings develop. It breaks my heart but I know the truth. I hope by reading this, you can understand more. I'm trying my very best to make my life lively once more. I find it almost impossible. Maybe its because all these years, im not alone but with someone who is always beside me and cares for me. What a total change of life! Eew...people say, fill your time with activities. What can I possibly do everyday after school? Sit with my friends then what? The 3 words that is always given to me is gone! The center word does not exist in my heart anymore. I've not been sleeping well these days and I find it hard to do it. I'll just pray for her and her life. For my own life, i'll just pray for myself. hehehe. The reason is I kept thinking about my problem and not focusing on my life. School is quite boring these days. I felt lazy and not motivated anymore. I have not been getting A's anymore! Argh...I don't know why. Well my birthday is drawing nearer and i'm only looking forward to it just because of my license^^. I'm not looking forward to celebrate it. :/ Now, doing my powerpoint and breaking my head. I could not do much. Even my friends were asking me why am I not to my usual standard. Sorry guys. Seriously. Im tring my best. So give me time to focus. Im hungry! Im very lazy to go down and buy food. I'm going off now. Catch you all later. :) Im out! Poff!

k im back!! hahahaa! :) ncie onot my blog?? hahahaa!! since my life is very suck now, and it realli2 sucks, i mean really2222222 sucks! ahahaha! someone found someone new. soo erm..its okay la..nemind2..the previous blog holds alot of beautiful memories which can be read millions of times without getting bored! and its my treasure. but now i cant bear the pain anymore so i had to close it down...yes! another chapter of my life, closed! i mad this new blog so called like..new life la..lonely guy! hahaha! feel free to read my craps everyday and dun forget to link me up! heheehe! btw my sch has 2 confirmed cases of H1N1 and one of it is in my block. the class is riiiggghhht above my class! hahahaha! so hopefully i wont get it la..hehehe! btw today is as per normal..boring and all..i never eat the whole day lehh! hahaha! cool! puase or wad! yes! hahaha! im at home now staring at the screen and thinking of shits..eh actually ar..these days my head is empty..total blank u noe! i dunno y! like crazy. hahahaa! well...i hope u enjoy my blog and keep comming back for more! ehhehe!! tc guys...thanks for visiting! nabil rock onnn! k bye! poff!

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Nabil, 18, Male. Single
Ex-wrps student. Ex-wrss student.
Currently in Republic Polytechnic, Aerospace Avionics.
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