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Tuesday, June 23, 2009,1:05 PM
My heart is hurting so much lately. Why? Really you know...wah...wahhh! pain! My life now is indeed very boring and filled with sadness. I just cannot immagine myself being in this state. Its like losing something very precious to someone else. Like my lamborghinni, being taken by a stranger. :S . But the thing is, she did not leave me for another guy. After we broke up, she came closer to her bestie and their feelings develop. It breaks my heart but I know the truth. I hope by reading this, you can understand more. I'm trying my very best to make my life lively once more. I find it almost impossible. Maybe its because all these years, im not alone but with someone who is always beside me and cares for me. What a total change of life! Eew...people say, fill your time with activities. What can I possibly do everyday after school? Sit with my friends then what? The 3 words that is always given to me is gone! The center word does not exist in my heart anymore. I've not been sleeping well these days and I find it hard to do it. I'll just pray for her and her life. For my own life, i'll just pray for myself. hehehe. The reason is I kept thinking about my problem and not focusing on my life. School is quite boring these days. I felt lazy and not motivated anymore. I have not been getting A's anymore! Argh...I don't know why. Well my birthday is drawing nearer and i'm only looking forward to it just because of my license^^. I'm not looking forward to celebrate it. :/ Now, doing my powerpoint and breaking my head. I could not do much. Even my friends were asking me why am I not to my usual standard. Sorry guys. Seriously. Im tring my best. So give me time to focus. Im hungry! Im very lazy to go down and buy food. I'm going off now. Catch you all later. :) Im out! Poff!