I swear to god I really have no idea about my mind anymore. I'm really not in a right sate of mind. I'm afraid. When is the road going to lead me to a smooth path? I want to forget every single thing that happened in my life. As in, everything. Really. I swear, I think I'm having migraine. I'm not joking about this. You all know, today I had my third black out. As in, real one. I was walking to admiralty just now. Then, I felt giddy. So I sat down and rested. Then while listening to noisy songs, I felt nothing and fainted. Cool okay. Serious. When I woke up, it was barely 4 minutes -.- Okay drop the topic. I went to work today. Today is officially the second day of work for me and it was alright. Zul is with me, so I have a friend to go with. Cool okay. I've been feeling to tired and having an ocean in my head. Heavy. Okay I think I'm going to end my post here. Before that, I want to recommend all of you to one song. The song is, Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson. Wonderful song. Okay, until here. Nabil out.

Sometimes I will think, what am I thinking of everyday? Is it the same thought that I had a month back? Or is it the first month after the incident happened? I'm getting more confused and having bad headaches every now and then. It's kind of weird how life is being carried out everyday and every moment by specific individuals. What I am trying to say is, okay I will tell you. I am not going to lie here. I am still heartbroken and find it very difficult to carry this burden which is topped by another burden. You see what I mean? If you are very close to me, you would understand what am I trying to say here. I'm not going to say it. For some reasons. Another is, I kept wondering about how can a couple be one in a short period of time? This is the big thing in my head. Yes, I know that I could have just gone straight to the point from the start. I don't care okay. Speaking of point, I'm having Cognitive Problem solving now and it is a little bit draggy. I'm having my science UT in a few minutes time and I know I am going down the drain. I did not even get a glance on the powerpoint slides. One more thing, I'll be working later and I think I am going to collapse after a few hours. I just don't feel right today. So much happened in a short period of time. So maybe that is all for today? Yes. See you all. Wish me luck. Nabil out.

Hey. Today is quite funny and joyous. First thing is, I came to school early. I also did a lot during maths. I tell you all something. The cookies from Subway is orgasm okay. It is so delicious! For those who have not tried it, you should :) After school was quite different. I left Fesz and Bear walking without me because I wanted to have late lunch and early dinner at Pastamania. Sorry guys. I went with Murni, Patricia, Jo and Harvn. It was funny okay. We cracked a lot of jokes there. After that I accompanied Murni around Causeway Point while waiting for her boyfriend to pick her up. After that, I went home, bathed and knocked out. How am I? Well, different things has been happening to me. Sweet plus sour. I'm actually trying hard to live with it. As in, VERY hard. Oh. I forgot to mention. No work today! So I am enjoying my free time now. I will be working tomorrow. So that's all for today. I'm having my science test tomorrow. Wish me luck :) Nabil out.

Hey. Today is not a good and normal day. I mean it went well and all but I'm really tired due to lack of sleep. By the way, these 2 days, including today i meant, I kept going to the block where I treasure my memories a lot. I told you before that there is something someone wrote that makes me cry a lot. So just now I went to the place again and stared at it for about 5 minutes or so. Smiling to myself and thinking about my secondary school life and happy moments. After saying all these, something happened today which slightly spoiled my mood at work and caused me to not concentrate that much. I kept thinking about why must I be in the picture whereas I do not have a clue about it. Never mind. I shall live with this kind of things. Maybe I have to be ready for this kind of stuffs in future. I told you guys. My luck changed after the separation. it is kind of weird actually. Hey, tomorrow I have a test going on. It is on cognitive and processes. OMG. I have not even started reading through. Maybe I'm going to do it now. Peace out. Nabil out.

Hi. Today has been slightly different. A mixture of happy and tired. Morning, I went to school and well slacked a lot today. Then after school was kind of rushing. I had to go to my first day of work. Training actually. So I finished up my RJ in school and went of with Fesz and Bear to causeway point where they want to have their late launch at McDonalds. They were really hungry at that time. I was not so I sat down beside them while they ate like crazy. I was looking forward for another thing or should I say meeting. At last! I have music to accompany me everywhere I go! Thanks! :) So I met Zul at Toa Payoh and we went there together. Training was a little bit funny but very cold indeed. I cannot imgagine myself being in this situation for 6 days. After this it is the real thing. Which is next week. Descent job but boring. Bear with it. Okay I'm a little bit exhausted now and want to get some rest. Goodnight my angels. Nabil out.

I thought it was getting better just the way I felt. Instead, I got it wrong and made it worst. It's just that I keep thinking positive and looked for beautiful things to happen to me. So now I saw the real angle. It is not that easy. This current problem I have may not be that big but it is in my heart. There's one thing. It is not easy. Well I really hope for it and a slim chance maybe?

Today has been a hectic day. My cousin Shafiq and Azhari got married. They are brothers and had their wedding on the same day side by side. So cute of them. I helped out abit and eased the situation by 0.5 percent. Well the wedding was a success and I hope they enjoyed their wedding.

Back to me. My heart is calmed now. By someone I trust. I hope for something better and I know it will. I will update more when I know more. So that's it for today. Nabil out.

No, says Rain to Megan Fox. Okay the guys who finds her hot and beautiful will be crazy to hear this from Rain. I think I know why. Isn't it supposed to be the other way round? I mean, guys going for girls? And this is the opposite way round. So I think rain got a point there. Fox is just being too flirtatious. Rain is way cool. Well he has his reasons. By the way I played soccer just now or was it witnessing teens playing soccer? I wonder. I was on the way back home with Alif and we discussed something which made me look back to the past. Which also made me think of US(ed). I'm just glad for you Alif :) Okay so the news of Owen is spreading like swine flu. It's odd for Fergie to make that decision but its worth it:) Okay I have one more quite sad story to tell you all.

I love sambal sardine. Mum cooked it yesterday. Unfortunately, she accidentally burnt the dish by overheating it. So I had to eat my favourite dish with burnt taste :S Well, I had other options but I chose to eat those. It's my favourite what can I say. That is all for today and I am going to play for Fesz's team tomorrow, Love United. I'm quite excited actually and nervous at the same time. Wish me luck guys! :) Stay tuned. Nabil out.

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Hey. So sorry yesterday never update. Yesterday was a hell of a day. Actually not so. Because in the morning, I went to school. Around 11, I felt unwell and decided to go home. So walked to causeway point slowly and took 962. After reaching home, mum was shocked that I was back way early than expected. So watched CD at home and slept. Then watched soccer video the whole night and was inspired by Nike Mercurial Superfly! Omg. I'm so gonna buy that boot! :D. So today, I went to school early, because I took a cab to school. When I was about to press the lift, Fesz called me and told me he do not have a thermometer and was not granted access to the school compound. So met him and we waited for Alif. Then we planned and went to Alif's house. Skipped school! So now, currently at Alif's, watching tv and ate McDonald's! Three of us ordered McSpicy and ate like never before. Wow. Now, I'm very sleepy and bored. So I think I'll just update until here. By the way, congrats to Alif and Ain. Go long guys:)

Hi! Yes I know I've updated earlier but this is the latest one! HAHAHA! Well, I just wanted to highlight on what have I been doing for today. Hmm, nothing much but something worth doing. Guess what? I watched Transformers 2 again! For the second time! HAHAHA! I'm not psycho okay. My pal Alif watched it the third time within a week. Now thats psychotic. Me, Fez, Bear and Alif went to causeway point and witnessed the best show in the world. We watched the 5 o'clock show and truly enough, we enjoyed it like nobodies business. HAHAHA. I mean, its a show which simply amazed everyone with the super high graphics. Megan Fox is wonderful! YES! HAHAHA! Its not only her, but the whole show. After the show we sat around for about an hour and headed back home. I told you that Naufal is sick right? Now Mummy and Najah is sick! OMG! I really pity them. They just came back from the doctor and I hope they recover real soon. Well currently, I have nothing to do and I am not excited for school tomorrow. There is no excitement at all! Especially the part where our break times will be reduced by a lot! I'm totally not happy with this. It's so unfair! Okay I'm done blogging here. I guess this is it for today! I hope tomorrow will be a great day with something new to discover! HAHAHA! As if I'm a Archeologist or something. Okay! I'm done! Ah! I forgot. I miss someone very dearly :( HAHAHA! Okay then. Nabil out!

Eh! I noticed something which is quite amazing to me. I noticed that all my friends are having their partner! Even Kirin! HAHAHA! Well, my good pal Alif has a partner, Aisyah also have, Murni have, almost all! Isn't it wierd? I think it is. So it is only me! The loner. Hmm, I might have a good look at that name. HAHAHA! Well, its currently 3.22am and I'm still on the internet and blogging random stuffs. Actually, eversince our break up, I've been making lots of random thoughts. You guys see the linkage here? It means, I'm going crazy! HAHAHA! Nono. Joking2. I've never tried blog hopping until today. I find it quite fun. Reading peoples daily life. Quite interesting. By the way, Naufal's fever is still very high and i'm very worried for him. The good thing is, he rests a lot and i'm sure he will recover soon :) Speaking about partner, I took a quiz from Facebook, which will tell us when will we find our love. Mine is this on December this year. The moment I saw the date, I laughed and keep cursing the quiz. Why? Because it is a total bullshit! HAHAHA! My friend also took it and guess when his turn is? 4 years later. HAHAHAHAHA! Nonsense right?

Okay you guys know that i'm having an additional 1 week holiday right? The cause is, H1N1. So, during this 1 week, we are supposed to do our school work through e-Learning. Guess what? I've not done a single thing. HAHAHA! Lazy la! It is supposed to be group work! I don't care. I'm just using this 1 week to rest and recover from my sickness. Okay i'm starting to feel sleepy now. I guess i'll end this post right here? Yes. Okay then. Nabil out! :D

Nabil, 18, Male. Single
Ex-wrps student. Ex-wrss student.
Currently in Republic Polytechnic, Aerospace Avionics.
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