Friday, July 10, 2009,3:14 PM
Sometimes I will think, what am I thinking of everyday? Is it the same thought that I had a month back? Or is it the first month after the incident happened? I'm getting more confused and having bad headaches every now and then. It's kind of weird how life is being carried out everyday and every moment by specific individuals. What I am trying to say is, okay I will tell you. I am not going to lie here. I am still heartbroken and find it very difficult to carry this burden which is topped by another burden. You see what I mean? If you are very close to me, you would understand what am I trying to say here. I'm not going to say it. For some reasons. Another is, I kept wondering about how can a couple be one in a short period of time? This is the big thing in my head. Yes, I know that I could have just gone straight to the point from the start. I don't care okay. Speaking of point, I'm having Cognitive Problem solving now and it is a little bit draggy. I'm having my science UT in a few minutes time and I know I am going down the drain. I did not even get a glance on the powerpoint slides. One more thing, I'll be working later and I think I am going to collapse after a few hours. I just don't feel right today. So much happened in a short period of time. So maybe that is all for today? Yes. See you all. Wish me luck. Nabil out.