Friday, August 7, 2009,8:33 PM
HI!Guess what! Yesterday was my birthday! It was a different birthday ever! Firstly, someone was the first to wish me through webcam! I was very happy. Then in class, I was forced to make a birthday speech in front of the class. I was so nervous . The facilitator was kind enough to let us go early as we had to catch a very early dinner and a late lunch at Seoul Garden. We had to reach there at 4 as that is the time the student price end. So we went there and was really hungry. 13 of us there, we ate like 130 people. Hahaha! Omg I love my classmates. While eating, suddenly they went silent and sang a birthday song for me when the staff of seoul garden brought a cake from swensens to my table. I was damn nervous and speechless. After that I cut the cake and we ate happily. We took a lot pictures and were very noisy. Then after that I met up with Nadt and her boyfriend. She gave me a small cake and a spectacular card. Thanks Nadt! Then after that I met up with Afiq, Roz, Ash, Aisyah and Diana. We chatted like crazy and in the end, I got sick. Untill now, I'm not able to breathe properly! Although I was enjoying myself yesterday, I am still dissapointed and sad due to several reasons. It's okay. Mum and dad gave me 2 Ralph Lauren shirts, cash and this emotional self written card by mummy. Thanks mum and dad! I love u! Last but not least, I just want to thank W14L and all who wished me through every mode. I appreciate you all! I'm 18! Nabil out!
Sunday, August 2, 2009,1:09 AM
Hi. I'm sorry. I have not been updating my blog. I know if I were to update my blog, I will be super emotional. Like now. Not "emoing" on Kirin. But my family. I'm just very angry with them. Especially with my mum and dad. Not to mention my brother. Sister is okay so far. Come on, can't life just give me a break? Especially this year? Ever since my last post, a lot happened during this period. I really need a break. Maybe some time with the only person I trust. Which is my best pal. No names being mentioned here. I'm just going to be frank with all of you, I'm still not over with Kirin. Not even a little bit. If you feel that this post is crap, let me give you a suggestion. Press the exit button and shut up. Today is my family's part. What the fcuk? Is 2009 a bloody hell year for me? Or is it just the beginning? Or the end already? Anyone? Fasting month is at the end of this month. Should I be looking forward to this? Because after 2 years I'm doing it alone once again. Okay forget it. I'm going to do whatever I like tomorrow. Stop me if you can. Nabil out.